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Monday, July 6, 2009

Jeffery Last post..

How have you been?..

Its been 5 month plus since our last conversation on phone or sms, wondering have you grew taller? hees =x , was reading your blog daily, getting to know that you got ur Car license, that great, Didn't have a chance to congrat you or brought u a gift. sorry.

The Past..

Oh Gosh, So stupid!!, i introduce myself to a sweet girl that i call Beast, what am i going to do now!, were she gonna laugh at my lame-ness? or treat me like a fools~. Indeed she laugh, but was laughing at my cuteness :D, we shake hand, i touched her hand, so warm. After a small discussion we decide to eat at Sake Sushi. Shortly she order PEAs! my goodness ! whoever force me to eat i gonna bash that person, but in the end i ate it willingly . for her sake :D.

Shortly it was night time, i need to board bus as i was staying in the EAST, they accompany me while waiting for my bus, after i board the bus, i was looking at here until my bus depart. i felt i am in love.

Somehow i manage to get her number, we started messaging. we was like so sweet, when she was working she will give me a morning, lunch time, release, night message~ i love her..!

we met on the third day, we was meeting in the evening as she was working, we have our first dinner together at yoshinoya, just the 2 of us! after dinner she went home i accompany her wait for bus 969 =]

My True love Begin?

one night, when we went fishing with my clique friends at bedok. it was midnight. the star, moon was so bright and we was like chatting happily and smiling all the way while our hand are crossed =x, it was the happiest momeny of my love, i am willing to do anything for her sake, when she was siting in a corner my friends call me over and ask me, fling ah? aiya wont last long de right?, i look at her and smile, i say she my only one.

soon Dawn appear i went home to change and she accompany me, when i was bathing she fall asleep while waiting for me in the living room, i went so close to her until i could felt her breath, i kissed her, her eye suddenly wide open, i am stun, my mind was thinking of shit, were she slap me? she kissed me back.. i whisper to my hearts. i would only love you..

Valentine days

She agree to go on a date with me~ YAY ! was smiling all the way like some sort of madness, actually that was my first day i celebrate valentine day, we have our dinner at soul garden with 1 of my friends and at night we when to watch PINK PARNTER part 2 ~ Althought i don't know what everyone was laughing for, but i know my reason for my laughter and smile, it becuz she laugh and smile.

I make her angry =(

she agree to meet me after work, she ask me what bus got reach my area, i told her 27, but that bus did not reach my area, so she was like travelling aimlessly and she reach changi airport etc, she suddenly say that let not meet tonight, i knew she was angry, sad, afraid etc, so i run the the nearest bus 27 busstop and board the bus, you know what! she was siting right beside me. could it be fated brought us togethers?!

it must be! i love you deep and deeper..

How have you been? i really wish to call and message you, i press ur number and i key in the text and i didnt have the gut to dial and send to you, i have been thinking of all sort of stupid and lame reason to talk to you, for example like, sorry call wrong number? etc~ i really wish to hear your voice.

You fall sick easily, i didn't believe in religious stuff, but i do go to Templer and church and pray for you , what ever misharp that gonna fall on you, please befall on me. even at the risk of my life.

You once told me this i could never forget..

Everything just come and go. that what everyone will go through, learn to take it and able to let go, look forward and dont look backward cherish everything before ya gonna lost everything. if it gone it fated, just be glad you once have it..

A photo that cost more then my life..

still remeber we took photo together. you told me to delete all the photo we taken together. but i secretly kept 1. Every hour i will look at it, every nights and morning i wish you are happy.

I am better den others

Should i be glad. other people only have memories, but at least i still have a photo. my mind was like a broken recorder, flashing all through memory from the past..

I guess i just a stalker or a peast to you. and i know that you would love me anymore. every time i think of you, it string my heart and my tear just shed from my eye...i have decide to emigrate after finish my NS bond, taking o level english now. gonna pumb real hard of my english for future use..

knew you got a boyfriend le. hope you guys eventually married..

( Do let me know if you want back the photo ) i only have 1 left..

i will always wait for you.. pray for you..love you..

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