Monday, July 27, 2009
Joker Make u Laugh's
Woohoo~ quite busy with work schedule~ seldom have the chance of going out, hees every tuesday night have english tution~ oh gosh, den will have my dinner at parkway parade before i went home, went to Jack's place for dinner. so emo la, was like alone~ no lah, cuz finish class le, den casual have dinner den go home lor~ order the black pepper steak~ EWW not nice at all~ but their Banana Milk Shake was attractive ~ cost 3.90++ Worth a Try~ BEST RECOMMED BY JEFFERY hohoho ~ Evon Khew chalet coming le~ gonna see (her) soon, how should i behaviour infront of her, erm Hi? Hello? How are you? all seem abit lame..
i really miss her, and this might be the only chance to met her again, but..
Should i go?
She so Sexy, so cool
She the baddest girl i seen
i wondering why
i cant only see her in my dreams
The love of my life
She the only one
for me
MY L-O-V-E
OH MY L-O-V-E
i never thought i'd find another love like this
i'll never forget the time we kissed
your body against mine
The touch of your skin, your lips
Such a beautiful kiss
NAME | 4:42 AM
Monday, July 6, 2009
Jeffery Last post..
How have you been?..
Its been 5 month plus since our last conversation on phone or sms, wondering have you grew taller? hees =x , was reading your blog daily, getting to know that you got ur Car license, that great, Didn't have a chance to congrat you or brought u a gift. sorry.
The Past..
Oh Gosh, So stupid!!, i introduce myself to a sweet girl that i call Beast, what am i going to do now!, were she gonna laugh at my lame-ness? or treat me like a fools~. Indeed she laugh, but was laughing at my cuteness :D, we shake hand, i touched her hand, so warm. After a small discussion we decide to eat at Sake Sushi. Shortly she order PEAs! my goodness ! whoever force me to eat i gonna bash that person, but in the end i ate it willingly . for her sake :D.
Shortly it was night time, i need to board bus as i was staying in the EAST, they accompany me while waiting for my bus, after i board the bus, i was looking at here until my bus depart. i felt i am in love.
Somehow i manage to get her number, we started messaging. we was like so sweet, when she was working she will give me a morning, lunch time, release, night message~ i love her..!
we met on the third day, we was meeting in the evening as she was working, we have our first dinner together at yoshinoya, just the 2 of us! after dinner she went home i accompany her wait for bus 969 =]
My True love Begin?
one night, when we went fishing with my clique friends at bedok. it was midnight. the star, moon was so bright and we was like chatting happily and smiling all the way while our hand are crossed =x, it was the happiest momeny of my love, i am willing to do anything for her sake, when she was siting in a corner my friends call me over and ask me, fling ah? aiya wont last long de right?, i look at her and smile, i say she my only one.
soon Dawn appear i went home to change and she accompany me, when i was bathing she fall asleep while waiting for me in the living room, i went so close to her until i could felt her breath, i kissed her, her eye suddenly wide open, i am stun, my mind was thinking of shit, were she slap me? she kissed me back.. i whisper to my hearts. i would only love you..
Valentine days
She agree to go on a date with me~ YAY ! was smiling all the way like some sort of madness, actually that was my first day i celebrate valentine day, we have our dinner at soul garden with 1 of my friends and at night we when to watch PINK PARNTER part 2 ~ Althought i don't know what everyone was laughing for, but i know my reason for my laughter and smile, it becuz she laugh and smile.
I make her angry =(
she agree to meet me after work, she ask me what bus got reach my area, i told her 27, but that bus did not reach my area, so she was like travelling aimlessly and she reach changi airport etc, she suddenly say that let not meet tonight, i knew she was angry, sad, afraid etc, so i run the the nearest bus 27 busstop and board the bus, you know what! she was siting right beside me. could it be fated brought us togethers?!
it must be! i love you deep and deeper..
How have you been? i really wish to call and message you, i press ur number and i key in the text and i didnt have the gut to dial and send to you, i have been thinking of all sort of stupid and lame reason to talk to you, for example like, sorry call wrong number? etc~ i really wish to hear your voice.
You fall sick easily, i didn't believe in religious stuff, but i do go to Templer and church and pray for you , what ever misharp that gonna fall on you, please befall on me. even at the risk of my life.
You once told me this i could never forget..
Everything just come and go. that what everyone will go through, learn to take it and able to let go, look forward and dont look backward cherish everything before ya gonna lost everything. if it gone it fated, just be glad you once have it..
A photo that cost more then my life..
still remeber we took photo together. you told me to delete all the photo we taken together. but i secretly kept 1. Every hour i will look at it, every nights and morning i wish you are happy.
I am better den others
Should i be glad. other people only have memories, but at least i still have a photo. my mind was like a broken recorder, flashing all through memory from the past..
I guess i just a stalker or a peast to you. and i know that you would love me anymore. every time i think of you, it string my heart and my tear just shed from my eye...i have decide to emigrate after finish my NS bond, taking o level english now. gonna pumb real hard of my english for future use..
knew you got a boyfriend le. hope you guys eventually married..
( Do let me know if you want back the photo ) i only have 1 left..
i will always wait for you.. pray for you..love you..
NAME | 5:32 AM
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Joker Make u Laugh's The Difference
Realise There alot Difference between us:
Boy Like Gal
My Chinese Suck to the Core afterall.
I Don't like Slacking in a Coffee shop the whole day, But U do~
I Don't like crowded places or big group, But u do~
I Guess there so much more of Difference between us, Wonder can we be like Drama and be together in the last~ i guess u have no interest in me afterall~ so yea..
You say what u don't mean, u do what you don't mean. So.. i guess u both will patch in the end~ GoodLucks.
Short post~
NAME | 2:40 AM
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Joker Make u Laugh's Another Tragic love..
i don't mind waiting & i don't mind u p.s me, i won't aruge or ask why, i will just do what you say.if i don't like it, i will keep my mouth shut and walk around.
Haa, i guess i really change, i learn to wait, dinner, shopping, movies alone. i achieved to be patience and mature. i am so anti-social.
I guess it another One Sided-love.
But it alright's..
When your friends around you left me alone, you told me wait there,i did actually, i wait until 12mn and i walk home afterward, i don't wanna disturb ur movies i guess. just remember this, whenever u need me, just phone me, i will be right there for u.. seriously
True love is what everyone wanted, Marriage is just a vow.
NAME | 10:15 AM
Friday, May 1, 2009
Joker Make u Laugh's MOVE ON! =] !
Wohoo, i guess it time to let go, No point clinch on her right?! Agree? Yea , okay, Anyway Alot of unwanted thing happen in the chalet, Damm, it spoilt my mood, Anyway know a gal call ziyi, yup, Hey humin remeber i promise u everyday year of brithday i gonna buy u a cake? i fulfil it ! are u glad?! LOLS!. HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUMIN!.
MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! , MOVE ON !! ,
Okay, Gonna prepare my future.
Firstly, Gonna complete my ITE.
Seconday, Gonna Enroll O Level English
Thirdly, Get my GPA, IF can Apply for Poly if not Higher Nitec,
Fourly, My Sign On in the Army
Fifth, Drive Bike by the age of 20 , save money for car !
Finally,G4 Job at age 23! =] !
Yea, When i with u, i can totally forget about her..
True Love is what everyone could not achieve.. Marriage is just a vow.
i am like no anger inside me de, but it a good thing, everytings need time and patience.
NAME | 6:31 AM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Joker Make u Laugh's Wadeva..
Yayaya! Li-Tian,Queenie,Weixuan. Sorry to avoid u~ Just dun wanna hurt ur feeling~ Cuz i am so into/love her, I admit i was a hongster in the pass, but this time round, i am so serious, yet.. nevermind not gonna talk about it.. no one will notice how much i love,miss,hate her..I AM DAM FUCKING SERIOUS ABOUT U, why u just do this to me...FUCK IT.
Dam my Family, i hate it. all their minds was MONEY,BETTING. just give them money now they empty my POSB, they kept saying, it use for Return debt, pay pawning ticket, buy 4D, Agent Fee, HDB loan, and they have the right to took my money? NABEI CHEEBYE, i more time they say, dun give move out lor, i sure move out. I DUN FUCKING CARE OF SLEEPING IN THE STREET,PARK,GARDEN.
DUN KNOW WHICH FUCKER WHO CAME OUT OF THE IDEAI OF 4D, I CURSE AND SWEAR UR WHOLE FAMILY.KNN.
i will learn to smoke & drink. i hate my family, i just exist with a ID that all, even if i die, i guess there no 1 gonna pay a visit to my grave, cmon i am a human, i need love also..
NAME | 4:17 AM
Monday, March 30, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009 , Girly Last Days.
As she cant move her leg, her leg got infection as its dirty , as she have been with us for years, from a puppy till now , cant bare to see her suffer anymore, still remember the day she drink HL Milks, Eat Kfc , alot alot alot more..tomorrow 31 March 09 will be the day she left my family..
i request to be the 1 that bring her to spca tomorrow for injection that will be her on sleep forever. i am super sad , super moody now. why does thing have to turn out this ways, i scare tomorrow i will cry while injection her. T_T
NAME | 4:54 AM